Let me tell you a story way back when I was younger.
Sexual urges is common on young teens, especially when they are in the adolescent stage. However, I was the mere 1% of the population whose only interest is playing video games or watch TV during my vacant time.
My inclination to sexual behavior awakened because of my cousin. We'll name him Roy on this post.
Roy is a cousin of mine on my mother's side. He's a close friend of my younger brother from then until now. They always play basketball and do stuff together like make jokes or do silly/stupid things.
I wasn't really attracted to Roy physically. To me, he's just a cousin of whom you can enjoy spending time with.
By looking at him, his prominent features are his height, moreno skin, jock type of body, and his uber long nose. He is witty, easy to be with, and definitely the kind of guy that would do anything for money (most of the time). He's the type of guy that is known by everybody because of his personality. A 'people-type' person.
I consider him one of the reasons for me to realize that I am gay. We started touching each other when I was in my highschool years and he was in his late elementary years. He taught me how to kiss, but it never got too sexual. The details of which, I intend to show on a separate post.. He isn't gay by the way. He's as straight as a metal ruler.
Fast forward. Here comes May 13, 2015. I'm now a professional, working far away from Davao and is currently having my home leave, while he is still studying in college and spends vacation here in Davao as well.
It was a hot afternoon, I was browsing the internet when he sent me a message on facebook, telling me to treat him.
Roy: Kuya, asa naman ang libre diha? Nag home leave man diay ka.
Me: Hahaha. Shot lang baya ang akong ilibre.
Roy: Sige. Shot lang man diay. Hahaha. RH ha.
Me: Haha. Mu-shot na diay ka karon?
Roy: Oo uy. Haha. Nagtuon-tuon na ko.
Me: Sige-sige libre nako. Asa man nimo gusto?
Roy: Sa MTS nalang..
Me: Chox. Text-text lang ta unya.
Roy: Sige..
And as easy as that, we had our deal. A feeling in my stomach suddenly surged. Ideas were planted on my mind that isn't normal for me. To sum it up, it can be explained by a saying that goes like this: KAPAG MAY ALAK, MAY BALAK.
9:00 pm. We met at their house. He was wearing a plain shirt and basketball shorts. He looked so simple, yet his over-all aura is so appealing. We waited for a friend of him to come (he invited someone, so that it wouldn't be akward for the two of us drinking) but he never really showed up. We decided to proceed without him and then we rode a jeepney going to MTS. Finally, we arrived at the place, and I was surprised to see so many people crowded on the Taboan area. At first we didn't have a table because of the vast number of people occupying the tables but thankfully, we found a sweet spot at Jickongs. (the one with the mirror mounted at the wall).
We ordered a bucket of Red Horse, three platters of French fries, and a plate of Sisig. We laughed together with the audience whenever the gay comedians cracked jokes on the stage. I also noticed a group of gay men near our table taking short and piercing glances on our direction. It was an uncanny feeling, but we just ignored it. Roy even proposed to mingle with them and persuade them to pay for our drinks.. Hahaha. He truly is a daredevil, which made me think positively of my plans later to happen that night.
We were in the middle of our drinking and we were both sitting side by side. I took this opportunity to look at his crotch and it looked so promising. With the basketball shorts on, a person can really see the shape of a man's thing especially when he is sitting. The temperature suddenly rose up and I found myself wiping of the sweat forming on my forehead.
We were on our last bottle. He was already complaining that his head was spinning. "That's a good sign" I told myself. When the last drop of alcohol was consumed, we immediately went outside and rode a taxi. He then acted awkwardly and asked me where he would sit. Should he be on the front or on the back? I responded that we should sit together at the back, and he obliged.
He chatted with the taxi driver first, before falling asleep (or pretending to fall asleep). He leaned his shoulder close to mine, that gave me 'go signal'. I proceeded touching his hand. I made upward and downward movements on his palm using my index finger. The finger then moved to his knee and from there I made a circular motion. Not long after that, I saw a bulge forming under his shorts despite the darkness inside the cab...
1:00am. We arrived at their house. I told him I would stay at his place and he agreed. His father woke up and opened the gate for us. We slept at different couches, but parallel to one another at their living room. The lights went out, and then a long silence began. I waited for minutes until I was sure that everyone was sleeping. I stood up and walked towards him. I was aggressive enough not to wait any longer (and I know he was too). I pulled down his pants and I felt his throbbing dick in my hands. I used my cellphone to properly see his dick and his dick is proportionally big, perfectly shaped, and reaches his belly button. "The perfect dick".
I was nervous, because that was my first blowjob. I smelled his dick before swallowing and it was addictive. In, out, in out.. I almost puked each time I swallow. I kept in mind to make this 'the best performance' of my life as much as possible. After the next minutes, I began to notice that he pushes his dick further into my mouth, which made my body burn so badly. It's like I was having a fever.
His dick was all wet from the BJ I gave him, then I couldn't help myself. I sat on him and carefully pointed his dick on my hole.. Take note, this was done (bareback). That was my first anal experience. I dunno why but I felt like I wanted to be a bottom for him. I admit, it was painful at first, but the faster and the longer you push the dick in and out of you makes it feel good. Urrgghh..
The final act was a handjob, with mixed fast and slow movements of my hand to keep him from cumming to soon..
After almost 30 minutes of hand-jobbing him, I felt a slippery liquid slide down my hand. Too bad I didn't see the cumshot (because of the pitch black environment). Despite this, I still continued the handjob, till I was certain that there were no more coming out.
After the sex, I cleaned him up, wiped off the semen on his tummy, then put back his clothes and let him sleep for the rest of the night. I then lay down on the other couch, stared at the ceiling and was having trouble sleeping. Minutes passed and then I just realized that I was closing my eyes and my muscles were now relaxed. I was falling asleep.
Morning came, but I didn't. (If you know what I mean).
I woke him up and told him that I would now go back home. He smiled at me with half-awake eyes and said thanks for the drinking session that night.
His smile gave me a subtle message. I think he was trying to tell me that the blowjob was good, and that he wants another one in the future. HAHAHA (crossing fingers).
I chatted with him on facebook that afternoon, and the conversation went like this:
Me: Hi Roy. Salamat sa pagkuyog kagabii. Unsa imo last na madumduman diay?
Roy: Haha. Yawards sakita sa akong ulo oy. Igo ra ko natulog gabii. Nakasuka pa gani ko.
Me: Nakasuka ka? Sure ba. Wala man lagi nako nakita nga nisuka ka.
Roy: Haha. Abi gani nako kita ka. Hahaha
Me: Unsay last nimo naremember diay?
Roy: Natulog na ko. Hahaha.
Me: Aw. Hahaha. Okay. Unya, muusab pa kag inom-inom?
Roy: Haha. Di nako oy. Next century napod.
Me: Haha. Sure ba?
Roy: Hahaha. Lagi kay mag basketball player pa ko. Hahaha
Roy: Di bitaw, kapoy pa run, daghan pa me mga dula ug asikaso ko sa akong pa enroll. Next bakasyon napud. Hahaha.
Me: Hahaha. Okay.
So what do you think of the conversation guys? Do you think that the affair was just for one night, or is he still just in denial and his mind would change in the future?
One thing is for sure though. When I had my first blowjob, I realized that I can't live without it. The same should also happen for him. I'm sure of that. I know because we're cousins! I know him now more than ever. The important question therefore would be, on who would he choose to have sex with, his cousin? Or his future girlfriend? Only time can tell. :)
This is davaokiddo. Sharing his woes in life. If you wanna send me a message, you can contact me at: davaokiddo@gmail.com. Keep safe everyone! Lovelots.
PS: Because I love you guys, I wanna show you a picture of me and my cousin. :) Here we are. Taken last year. (That's my hand on his shoulder) LOL.
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