Japan vs Philippines

Hey there. It's been a week since my boyfriend and I have separated (geographically). It's hard for me since it's the first time that I have experienced having a relationship with the same sex, with an older guy (30), and long distance relationship..

I don't know why I love him. I think it's because of his angst. His "chuy chuy" aura. And the fact that he's chinito and beefy. A friend of mine (the only one that I've been sharing all about my secret personality) said: "Why him? You're pogi and he's.... nevermind" "Ngano siya? Kagwapo ra nimo..." And I always reply with a smile, saying: "Love lang jud nako siya". We had sex before he left. 3 times to be exact. Maybe that's the reason that I feel more connected with him. Not only did our body connect, but so did our souls. The only sad thing was that I never saw him leave Davao. He said he didn't want to see me because it would make him more depressed if he saw me cry "Masyado siyang assuming".

We have constant communication. We chat on facebook. But recently he was upset because I forgot to tell him that I would have drinks with my friends on DEQ at Saging Repablik (a restaurant with lots of good looking waiters).

I tried calling him several times. He wouldn't answer the call. I chat with him, and I only end up being 'seenzoned'. I don't know what else to do. As I said earlier, this is the first time that I have a relationship with the same sex. The mechanics are still unknown for me. It may be a difficult road ahead but one thing is for sure, "I love him.. With all of my heart". I've never felt something like this since like... forever.

I want to spend the rest of my life with him.. And I want him to know. I want him to feel the same way that I do.

This is davaokiddo, sharing my daily dilemmas in life.

Lovelots <3

Masculados (Gay Bar)

(in photo: my husby, Marlon Teixeira)

I wanted to share this because this is my first gay bar experience. I always thought that my first would be somewhere in Manila, but a recently acquired friend of mine urged me to go inside one of Davao's known gay bar, Maskulados.

It happened yesterday. September 7, 2016, 9:00PM to be exact.. It was actually raining (light rain) and both of us were excited. Hahaha. The bar is actually located on the second floor, and there's a stairway showered in blue LED lights. Along the walls you can see posters of the models ranging from young to old. All equally appealing to the eyes. Hahaha.

When we arrived at the top, we were shocked because there were no people present. Well, considering the fact that it was actually a wednesday and it was raining. The staff were accommodating and they gestured us to go inside the bar even if the show did not start. They gave us a seat inside, and we made our orders. (Two buckets of Red Horse, imagine that! And we were only two guys during that time!! Hahaha)\

Over-all. My first experience was actually fun. If I were to rate it between 1-10, I'd give it the perfect score of 10. Hahaha. The guys at the bar were all hot!! There was a guy with hispanic features (beard, torso filled with hair) that looked like one of the pornstars of Sean Cody! Shet! There was also a guy with oriental features (who looks like Vaness Wu from Meteor Garden) but a rocking hot body..

Samples of the dancers there is shown below. Hahaha.

Oh diba? Ang sasarap nila... Eto pa oh...

Advice for closets: If you want to go here unnoticed, just wear glasses and go during Monday-Thursday only. These days are safe because there's little or no customer present during this period. And most especially, go in pairs. Don't go alone. Go with someone you know perhaps on Grindr. 

So ano pa hinihintay niyo? Gora na. Hahaha. You Only Live Once. Spend your time wisely ;))

 Masculados Restobar is located at Anda St., Davao City (near CAP Auditorium)