On being 27

 Yes. It has been a long time since I have posted something on my blog.

Yes. I'm currently 27 years old.

Yes. I have experienced good things and bad things in life. 

Yes. I think that I am in a period of arriving on the crossroads of my life. 


For several years, I have always desired the male flesh. However, even if this desire has been persistent through the years (and trust me it still does), I remain to be a someone who rarely have sex with males. I also believe my sexual activity or 'sexual drive' does not really control me, since I'm more of looking at the person more for emotional satisfaction.

This kind of thinking has always been with me. Plenty of my friends wonder why I'm like this, and I always reply by saying that I also ask the same question.

Nowadays, with the help of the pandemic, I guess this hunger and desire slowly fades away. But whenever the time comes when I can no longer contain it, I usually seek help from my trustworthy smartphone and watch some good old P*RN.

Since I'm nearing my 30's I don't even know if I should have regrets of not having 'enough sex' with other males, and the thought of having wasted my youth (which by the way was a good ride, as lots of people tell me I am attractive) is somehow causing me an intimate kind of loneliness. 

Relatively, this 'loneliness' did not actually make my sexual desires decrease. It just happened. 

What's more interesting is that I now consider having a wife and a family. Weird and crazy right? It's not the fact of being lonely that I'm now thinking about these things. It's not even because I'm curious or I'm suddenly sexually attracted with girls. 

It's just that girls (as I now realized) are way more emotionally available for me - this statement is true from my experience with girlfriends. They were  all beautiful. And I wasted the chance of not grabbing the opportunities that passed by. 

I still hope that I will meet someone whom I can share my goals with. A person who can make me smile whenever I'm sad. A person who would share my pain with their pain. The pain of living in the world altogether. 

In ending this blog entry, I would like to say, that just as Pandora opened the BOX that released all the evils in the world, one entity remained inside. And this tiny essence, was HOPE.

I still HOPE that one day, I will meet, the ONE. 

HPV and Coronavirus Quarantine

Hi everyone. It's been a while since I posted an entry on this blog.

To give you a quick update, I'm now 26 years old, and apparently still single. But I'm no virgin though... I've had quite a handful of sex... with men of course.

My sexcapades is actually the main highlight of this entry. Sadly, I recently discovered that my anal area has warts (or i think they are warts). I've wanted to get checked by a doctor or any medical professionals in a hospital, but the COVID lockdown and quarantine wouldn't allow me to freely move in the city. And I wouldn't risk my life going outside as well, knowing I am a frequent smoker.

Does anyone have any experience about this kind of disease? Especially in Davao City?

I'm praying that these 'warts' would not spread like wildfire though. Today is just a sad day. I'm also hoping that the blogs from other people also live up to their statements, in which they assure that the warts would visibly go away after 6 months. The virus though, would live in your body throughout your life.

It's not life-threatening. Rather, it's a ridiculous reminder that there was a time when I did a stupid thing during sex.

This is davaokiddo, telling everyone to always be careful when having sex. And NEVER allow your emotions 'take-over'on your sound judgement of a situation.